Came across these once-popular post-and-tag questionnaires recently, and since they seem relevant to what I've experienced about 9 months ago, I've decided to fill in my answers. A pregnancy-related questionnaire akin to a nutshell of pregnancy + labour, as follows:
1. WAS YOUR FIRST
PREGNANCY PLANNED?
Yes and no.
Yes because I thought the idea of having a kid seems nice.
No because I did not plan the time to be
pregnant.
2. WHAT WAS YOUR SECOND CHOICE NAME FOR YOUR OPPOSITE
GENDER NAME?
Adeline.
Why “A”?
Recalling my days in school, my name
was either the last or second last in class because my surname starts with “Y”
and thus used to be seated at the final row in the examination hall. Likewise when it came to the queue for using
the computer when I was in lower primary school – those olden days when access
to a computer was considered a privilege.
As a result, right from primary one
itself, I’ve thus resolved to have my children’s name start with “A” in order
for them not to follow my path.
3. WHAT WERE YOUR
REACTIONS?
Excited but dead-scared at the same
time, because I was bleeding at the time when the pregnancy test showed a
positive result.
Immediately I was
worried about the possibilities of either an ectopic pregnancy, or a soon-to-come miscarriage. What a negative person, you may think...
In my heart, I was already filled with the
morbid thought of “oh no, there goes another life after the demise of one (i.e. my kid's other grandmother) just
6 months ago”.
4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
29.
5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT
YOU WERE PREGNANT?
Using the Clearblue home pregnancy test.
6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
My father. I happened to be at my father’s place of
dwelling when I took the test.
7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND
OUT THE SEX?
No.
Contrary to most mothers who’re excited about it, I was actually afraid
to find out due to one and only one reason which had haunted me ever since I
was 16. It was when I learnt about
X-linked inheritance from my favourite subject in school. Whether my fear is based on
valid grounds (long story, so no need to elaborate here) or otherwise, only God knows.
Call it
paranoia.
8. DUE DATE?
August 12th.
9. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
Mild symptoms, and took place mostly at night. Hardly puked,
but constantly sleepy, and dizzy sometimes.
10. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
A yummy bowl of authentic Penang
Asam Laksa. Dishearteningly, this crave
frequently went unfulfilled because no one bothered to find out where to get
good laksa for me locally.
11. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU
THE MOST?
The lack of empathy from the public
at large locally. Sadly, most Malaysians
are very ‘kiasu’ when it comes to securing seats in public transports. I used to offer my seat whenever I see a
pregnant person, but I hardly got to sit when I was one myself. Only
the minority have enough kindness.
Just to add… here’s something about
the unfriendly situation in taking public transportation in our country. This is my encounter after I’ve delivered:
Once, I was in the Kelana Jaya Line
LRT (formerly called PUTRA). The train
was crowded. There’s a heavily pregnant lady
probably very close to her EDD, standing and holding on to the rubber
handle. Except for one man of foreign origin, all the
others who’re locals and sitting on the row of seats in front of this lady
appeared indifferent.
The indifferent locals were ‘ladies’
as well as ‘gentlemen’ smartly dressed up.
But they had chosen to ignore the pregnant lady who had to struggle a
bit to remain stood up whenever the train ran on a bent path. In the end, only the foreign man was kind
enough to offer her a seat. Can you
imagine what will this man tell his countrymen about Malaysia once he’s back
home?
12. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST
CHILD'S SEX?
A boy.
13. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
I do not mind. But like I said earlier, I was afraid to have a boy due to my risky status, genetically-speaking.
14. HOW MANY POUNDS DID
YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
6 kg. The seemingly "low" weight gain should be tallied with the fact of a shorter-than-normal gestational period.
15. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
No.
17. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR
PREGNANCY?
Apart from threatened
miscarriage, if you were to count that as "complication", no.
18. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
Hospital Ampang.
19. HOW MANY HOURS WERE
YOU IN LABOR?
No idea, as my contraction was asymptomatic i.e. painless (but I knew there was contraction because the CTG showed it).
20. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
Long story.....
21. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
Doctors and nurses.
22. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
SVD... a.k.a. natural.
23. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
No.
24. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
1.16kg (cat-sized!).
25. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN?
Close to mine, just a few days after my 29th (we can share a birthday cake at home,
yay!).
26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
Alvin.
27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
Conventional age: 9 months, corrected: 6 months.
28. WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN?
I would like to, but I seriously shouldn’t if I choose not to be reckless. Taking into consideration:
i. The high risk of another premature case.
It's important to note that all premature babies, including late preterm
ones (like me in the past), face higher risks compared to their full-term counterparts.
ii. After one miraculous escape from major complications related to prematurity, I may not be fortunate enough to escape again should I recklessly want a second child unless I find out what caused the premature delivery of dear A.
